Saturday, October 27, 2007

Segment Two ( 2 unforgiving men)

Destitute forever in an unseen existence, sometimes so alone but never at peace; only lonliness so deep it was unutterable, a huge void.
The memories of family and friends and all loved ones makes it more unbearable as the possibilty of them coming to this place without them or each other, separated always and eternally is too much.

Pain wracked nerves and emotional wounding goes on and on and on. No music, no singing, no television or games. No agreement about anything. Total inharmonious circumstances with no let up, no breaks, no addiction relief. Gaping flesh wounds, flu symptoms, fevers, chills, boils, cancers, heart attacks, strokes with every conceivable and unconceivable evil with full awareness. No comfort, no pain medicine, no drugs to help you forget, itching deepest itching.
Wrong choices bring wrong outcomes. Snakes, spiders, scorpions,fleas,lice, ticks in abundance. Flying things, creeping things, crawling things. The expectation of cruelty and torture never leave them.

Over time the fading memories of anything good get further and further apart and only bring regrets and deep soul searching of remorse. Hatred overcomes them in each session of remembering. Self hatred for the ungodly choices, hatred for every person who led them to make ungodly decisions, hatred for all that was good because it is out of reach now and for always ,eternally.

Sexual desire is gone completely. No pleasant memories of any sexual encounter exists here. Tears flow incessantly. No numbness can even break the pain level. Excruciating body pain and emotional pain. Pain! Pain! Pain! Rejection! Rejection! Rejection!
Hotter than an oven, burning flesh,stenchy, and smoky causing coughing and spasms. They know every form of pain, every form of suffering. This is not a nightmare. It is real and it is not going away.

Dehydration, utter weakness, sore throats from screaming.No mercy, no love, no grace, no pardon, just sentence upon sentence. Slander, accusations, lies, deceptions, teasing, taunting, no peace, no joy, no happiness. No answers to any questions. No books, no movies, no buildings, no light, no bed, no chair, no pillow, no grass, no trees, no sky, only a cave-like,thick,stenchy space filled with horrors.

Someone and someone else have no hope, no life, no sense of time anymore. Their misery far exceeds anything they had known on the earth. They feel exhausted, weak, sickly, unable to move. Who, what, when, where, when and how are useless words without any knowledge. News is not. Whatever is at any given moment is all there is. Time is not.
Their names do not matter anymore. Their accomplishments in their former lives mean nothing. Hell is real. That is all that matters now and forever. There is nothing else and no one else to blame it on. They know that they are getting what they chose and forever is forever after all.

Excuses don't hold any weight. Reasoning is no more. Rights, attitudes, opinions don't exist. Any thought of God, Jesus Christ, and Holy Spirit result in their dropping to their knees and confessing that Jesus Christ is Lord. Every thought of God = knees and confession.
Can a man get used to these conditions knowing that death has already been experienced and this is the judgment? NO, there is no getting used to any thing for them.

There is no stopping any force of evil here. There is no end to the reaping, no cancelling the harvest of ungodliness here. They are doomed, damned, and desecrated. They feel everything and can't stop it. They cannot help themselves or each other.
Every chance to prove themselves worthy to escape the judgment and Hell is gone,long gone. Their short lives are ended and their forever deaths are just beginning even after six thousand years.

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