Our Ronda May Kryzanowski Cross Lives

Our Ronda May Kryzanowski Cross Lives. Tomorrow is Ronda's first birthday in Heaven. How does that make us feel as her earthly relatives? Do we really believe that she is totally happy in her eternal home without us? Is it possible to get through 'her day' unscathed by sorrow, grief, heart wrenches?......... When our Lord and Master Jesus Christ says that He goes to prepare a place for us, He meant it from the depths of His huge heart in which we live as christians. As we focus on our lovely Ronda and her sweet children that she miscarried we can visualize the party of parties. Nothing here can compare to what she will be enjoying there............ Oh for a glimpse of her ecstasy in Jesus' presence with Father God loving her every moment. We comfort ourselves knowing that she is safe and secure in the place of peace and joy and love. Tomorrow holds many wonders in and of itself that we expect to have unfold to us hour by hour............
Yesterday was full of the good and the evil. We saw some of it and experienced some of it firsthand. It passed leaving behind traces and clues to its existence. Some of us made it through. Some of us went on into Eternity.That is how it is and we accept 'come what may'of Father God's will.
Now facing my senior years and my husband five years older, I find myself contemplating a new life in the city of Heaven called the New Jerusalem. Listing those who have gone on ahead of me makes me realize that I will not be alone or lonely. I am welcome at so many doors within the walls of that large place. There are a lot of things that are new and need to be experienced,enjoyed and enlighten new senses....... A visit would be a wondrous thing that I would gladly take if and when the good Lord called me to it.
Ronda May Kryzanowski Cross is today enjoying more than we can fathom. She has everything that pleases her and more than she could even think or ask for. Jesus is that sweet, kind and thoughtful. I choose today to focus on her happiness, her joy and her eternal life..
This year in 2018 we have lost two more young family members, Kassandra Fairhall and Christopher Cyr. Preceeding them was the queen mother Muriel,Velma, Viola Watkinson Lashbrook in 2015. So many of our clan are there in His Presence now and quite a few more of us are reaching the elderly years in our 80s and 70s.We rejoice in Jesus as He promises each of us a place with Him and Father God in Glory.

SUICIDE as a Way Out?

Suicide as a Way Out
At any age or stage of life people are committing suicide. Why? What reasons are that strong? How can one even consider such a huge opt out?

As a young mother of three children and another on the way I reached a point of despair. The work load was too great and the finances too small. I was prolific and birth control measures were not effective.A young teen in our community had just been successful at taking his own life that was pre planned, journalled and laid out in his art work. In my desperate state of mind I reasoned that if he could do it so could I.As I contemplated on how and when and taking my kids with me, I heard an voice that reminded me that I was not my own but His.

I replied to Him that if He wanted this life He was welcome to it as I was so unable to cope anymore. I gave up my rights to myself again and put myself and my children into His hand of love and mercy and grace.I was spared the shame of opting out of this arena and our families were spared the awful grief, accusations and guilt that follows them for the rest of their lives.

Because I believe in God the Heavenly Father, the Great Jehovah and His Son Jesus Christ, and Holy Spirit I was saved from self destruction. Without them I would have caved in to the exit. If the Father of all living had not spoken to me at that precise moment the hell I would have encountered whether I lived or died would have ruined me forever.
Being old and full of days I have since heard of and seen many families destroyed because of a member of their clan or a friend feeling that life was not worth living anymore and so going through death's door into eternity. Troubled souls abound in our time in every country on the face of the earth. Only the realization of God's capable ways can save any of us.

Knowing that the Lord of all is on our side and wanting to deliver us from fear and our inabilities we can go on daily expecting Him to intervene for us. As I gave up to Jesus my future He sent a lady that knew my husband to visit me. When she saw that my house was a terrible mess and I was looking pale and tired she went into action and faithfully came weekly to my aid. She even went to my husbands boss and explained that my husband needed to take some time for us and go on a holiday.Jesus overdelivers all the time. This dear lady asked for nothing and gave us clothing for our kids. Her husband lent us money to buy a car paying it back one hundred dollars a month. Her only suggestion was to pass on the favors when we were able to some other needy family, which we have done several times already and will continue to do.

Suicide is not an option for any christian as it makes our God seem to be unable to keep us well in our minds. It also shows us how much faith in His love we lack. God forgives us of all sin except one and that is against His Holy Spirit. As we ask Him to forgive our unbelief, He will, and fill us with more understanding to trust Him daily to provide everything we need for our spirits, souls and bodies.We need to pass on the love and forgiveness to all others as well. That is what He suggests strongly. He says that if we forgive others their tresspasses, He will forgive ours. No suicide needed! Forgiven we deserve more chances at life and living His way forever.